OLIVER’s WHAT……What the F**k??

It’s the sem break and I’ve got too much time on my hands. Everyday I do the same thing over and over again. I wish I was busy again. xD

Good thing about time is that I can update alot. I updated my laptop, my friendster layout and I’m working on a multiply one too.

I wish I had work to do! its just so boring.

Just finished debugging my CSS codes… took a hell of alot of time yet it’s worth it.
Probably gonna be busy this term. 2 programming projects and loads of other crap.

xoxo,
Oli

It’s been a while since i updated this piece of crap i once called a blog, Ive been blogging in multiply so…

Well prelims are over, im getting over things, My birthday is coming up (a ps3 would be a surprise), got new friends, and i traded my sandwich for a kiss (ugh lame joke).

so there. a quick update.

It’s been what, 18 days after the "BATTLE" or as I’ve called it "MISSION FAILED" and I still cant get over it. As usual despair has knocked over my door once again. Loneliness too has once again reared it’s ugly head. But after the battle this is really normal because this has happened before… I am still confused, she on the other hand is, I think ignoring me only to come near me when something is needed. But after the battle I found a way to ease the pain temporarily… for an hour or so… playing games to relieve me of some of the unwanted emotions. Luckily my friends (almost all of them) have been supportive upon this matter regardless of things that they have done in the past. If this keeps up I’ll burst… I don’t know what to do, Face it "I’m lost in the dark with a broken flashlight, blindfolded and tied to a tree." that’s how I feel today at least. and tomorrow who knows… 

P.S

The "BATTLE" / "MISSION FAILED" occured on 11/30/06

Failing Sucks doesn’t it… When you work so hard to succeed only to Fail at the end. Failing for me is so Hard but I guess theres no excitement in a life where you do not Fail. All the effort youve put on it wasted in a single moment. "NO" one word that takes up only about a quarter of a second to pronounce breaking Seconds, Minutes, Hours, Days,Weeks, Months of hardwork, Replacing them with pain and anguish. After everything I did and all the things…

                                                                            -Oliver

"Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away"

PUSHING ME AWAY by Linkin Park

         trust me on this Dancing in front of an audience, for a cause you don’t really fathom Sucks. I just performed as a back-up dancer for our team’s (LAVANDER) escort… I agreed to act as a GOON for the escort’s acting talent part… it turned out we had to dance because the Escort would feel so embarassed if he danced alone and mind you theres a GIRLY part of the dance where he would dance ala pussycat dolls style , we ofcourse had to dance too. But the effort was well rewarded… The girls were Screaming and the judges laughed their hearts to death… I hope we win (I estimate that we have a .1% of winning but.)

..It’s been a while since my last post been busy with school… but the rewards were great my grades are up and I’ve all I need… I can deal with my teachers and Classmates. School sounds like heaven but its really hard to force yourself for EVERY single waking moment in your life to drag yourself into school…

yeah I know Life’s Rough but its al I got

I just got home from the market and im really tired from bargaining for some friggin hotdog w/ a guy whom I expected to be AN EXPERT at bargaining, Guess some people dont have the gift to BARGAIN.

got no more to say…

Just bought a keychain yesterday And Its SO COOL. Its basically a red rubber dice!! But Its So cool!! and guess what it just costs 8 bucks whoa…

I said to my self is 8 bucks worth for a keychain, A REALLY REALLY COOL KEYCHAIN…

got no more to say…

well its been almost 24 hrs sice my last post so W/c means I went to school for another friggin day, another day has passed another one tomorrow…(elipsis again!) I just had my haircut, I had it cut very short a military cut to be exact Let’s see what those CAT scumbags think of my hair, But actually I wanted to cut it short cause IM EXPENDING alot of my money on haircuts every 2 weeks.

Oh crap I forgot I have CAT officers added as friends… Nah She wont read this, No one does… who am I kidding.

prove me if Im wrong but no one really reads blogs there too busy adding strangers thinking that they are "ADDABLE" cause they look good… I know this for a fact…PROVE ME WRONG !!

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